Wait for me my Russ.

i have not time to write the reasons i fall in love with u yet,


Then i have to leave,

yes, i laft melb this afternoon, i came to  Warrnambool for my second Visa..


so far away, well, I know for lot of ppl think its not that far, only 4 hours distance.


i had Experience befor, I know wont be hard for me..


but i am wrong..


two days ago i decide  that i want to get the second Visa to stay with you,

i didnt know it happend so fast, that i got this job, and i think i can not give up this chance again

i decide leave earlir coz i want to back stay with u soon...

I though its easy, but not at all...not at all..

i cant stop crying , getting grampy, u asked me"are u nervours?"

I am not nervours, i am backpacker, lot of time i have fly to other place by myself

i think i just not ready yet, not ready to leave u to come here,

i am so sad...really sad, even now.

you look very good when i leave, i guess u just dont want make me feel sad..

i am sure u are sad too.

many time i told u that i really dont want to come, that was all real.

i almost want to get off the train, when u told me I  dont have to go...

but, for you, for us, I have to...

yeah, I dont like here, i miss you so much , I cant wake u up in the morning with the nice breakfast..

i cant cook for u as befor, cant watch chuck with u very often,,,,

but, wait for me..plz wait for me 3 month or 6month..i will back ...then we dont have to be sad about visa stuff anymore..

today, we talked on the phone, hey , i think its the frist time we talk on the phone that long time..

sorry cant talk too late as ppl going to sleep...

i can feel u dont want to end the phone at all..me either...

i love the voice of u on the phone..

i start crying again, you are too cute..

I really dont want to come,

But for you, i will "jai yo"

wait for me, my russell...

the distance make we both understand that how much we love each other



I love your Voice on the phone so cute so sad so lovely