01. I love your long hair style

I Think the first time i saw your pic on scott's facebook.

kinda like fate, i dont even click ppl's facebook that often.

especially scott was just my online friend befor i came to Melbourne.

i told scott to tell u that i think u are cute.

well, i know he told me i said" you are hot"

hahahahahaha

i remember that was you guys went to china for job things


haha, i know u said that was not a good pic,

but well...I think that was our start

I love your long hair style

Wait for me my Russ.

i have not time to write the reasons i fall in love with u yet,


Then i have to leave,

yes, i laft melb this afternoon, i came to  Warrnambool for my second Visa..


so far away, well, I know for lot of ppl think its not that far, only 4 hours distance.


i had Experience befor, I know wont be hard for me..


but i am wrong..


two days ago i decide  that i want to get the second Visa to stay with you,

i didnt know it happend so fast, that i got this job, and i think i can not give up this chance again

i decide leave earlir coz i want to back stay with u soon...

I though its easy, but not at all...not at all..

i cant stop crying , getting grampy, u asked me"are u nervours?"

I am not nervours, i am backpacker, lot of time i have fly to other place by myself

i think i just not ready yet, not ready to leave u to come here,

i am so sad...really sad, even now.

you look very good when i leave, i guess u just dont want make me feel sad..

i am sure u are sad too.

many time i told u that i really dont want to come, that was all real.

i almost want to get off the train, when u told me I  dont have to go...

but, for you, for us, I have to...

yeah, I dont like here, i miss you so much , I cant wake u up in the morning with the nice breakfast..

i cant cook for u as befor, cant watch chuck with u very often,,,,

but, wait for me..plz wait for me 3 month or 6month..i will back ...then we dont have to be sad about visa stuff anymore..

today, we talked on the phone, hey , i think its the frist time we talk on the phone that long time..

sorry cant talk too late as ppl going to sleep...

i can feel u dont want to end the phone at all..me either...

i love the voice of u on the phone..

i start crying again, you are too cute..

I really dont want to come,

But for you, i will "jai yo"

wait for me, my russell...

the distance make we both understand that how much we love each other



I love your Voice on the phone so cute so sad so lovely

About this blog

About this blog

Huh, this is Shaney, from Taiwan, came to melb for working holiday four months ago, meet my boyfriend Russell at 8th November, been together 3month 24days 17hr 4mins 24sec. Living together.

Well, ppl must thinking “god, this title so old”  or “come on, u dont need a reason to loving someone” and maybe some ppl think “damn, i feel crap to reading this blog, what happened with her English”...etc

Well, long time ago i think the same, about why u need a reason to loving someone, u would love him/her with ur feeling without reasons, and thats true love.
But after few exp i think i changed, of course u need reason to loving someone you think thats the one.

Fall in love with no reason,
 

Sure, it happens, heaps, but, my exp told me, it wont be long, coz u dont even thinking why u love him/her , thats kinda sweet at started, coz ur feeling bigger than your heart, your heart bigger than your eyes, and your eyes bigger than your brand...
 

One day , your feeling might getting tired, your heart start getting sore , your eyes getting bigger, your brand getting clear... Then u start seeing something of him/her to hurting ur heart and feeling...then u thinking .."oh right, there are the reasons to leave"...

Fall in love with reasons,
You love the hair style, you love the smile, you love the blue skinny jeans she always wearing, you love the old shoes he wearing all the time...something something ...when u see the reasons of the one who u love, u feel more more comfy to be with them, will, even fart from of them, ha, when u got the reason to keeping in love with someone, even u see something u dont like or hurting u, than u will know that, yeah, i love him, so, tell him your feeling, also dont be shy to tell them how much u love them. Every time when u thinking of the reason to leave, u will start thinking of the reasons you love, then u Will start smile again.

Remember that, everyone is different, grow up in different family , country, how could u want them be someone u want to? Dont be selfish. Just need to talk.
No one is perfect in the world, only two ppl who perfect together.

In this world, lot ppl want to control someone, hey, stop it, you dont even can control yourself very well.

I love him. I love my boyfriend. We are not perfect, but we are perfect for each other.

everyday, i wake up, he sleeping next to me, i feel more fall in love with him. Feel happy to making breakfast for him. And then i started thinking, i should write down, that every day the new reason of fall in love with him.

I dont know if he will saw it or not, but i want to remind myself, how much i love him.

About my English, i am sorry, i am learning, and i hope if someone found out something wrong, plz tell me. I would love to know it. Ta